wisps and myths

i figured it'd be good to record a part of myself in text and store it somewhere in case i suddenly disappear.

i'm not sure if i'm capable of explaining what inspired me to start writing.

hmm...

(just penned some conceited rubbish of which i promptly deleted.)

i think... now i start to think what i want to write about is... my opinion on the origin of my incapability to explain my source of inspiration. and also... attempt to describe

the seemingly wisp-like "source of inspiration".

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at that very moment, July 2nd 2009 23:56, just after the line before the three asterisks, a friend's msn window popped up -

sathea says:
hmm... so strange
chatting with April on facebook

haiku says:
yoyo

haiku says:
wah

haiku says:
how come????

sathea says:
she's online loh

haiku says:
u noe her personally?

sathea says:
no

sathea says:
friend's friend

haiku says:
icic

sathea says:
Yaohui
how did you get inspirations for your work?
11:54pm April
i dont think so much about that.. it's just subconscious. i just shoot what i think is nice

haiku says:
haha, wah interview ah

haiku says:
did u say hi or not??

sathea says:
ya

sathea says:
you have qns for her?

sathea says:
haha

haiku says:
nope, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT

haiku says:
i jus started writing a first few lines of a new blog

haiku says:
and the subject is

haiku says:
source of inspiration

sathea says:
haha

haiku says:
subconscious, undescribable stuff

sathea says:
is it?

haiku says:
yup

sathea says:
so strange
all thinking along the same lines

haiku says:
ok i shall include this coincidence inside

sathea says:
gone with the wind

sathea says:
offline so fast

haiku says:
aiya

haiku says:
most prob u talking abt stuff tts too chim

haiku says:
n maybe , personal

haiku says:
maybe she didnt want to describe it

...
(3 mins later)

haiku says:
jus now tt part of the msn conversation can copy n paste into my blog?

haiku says:
the coincidence part

sathea says:
ok

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at July 2nd 2009 23:56, i was thinking about my source of inspiration. rather coincidentally, elsewhere, someone else was being asked for her source of inspiration. her brief reply: "subconscious".

now - sleepy. zzz...